Udah rela dengan keadaan sekarang.
Udah engga bisa diapa-apain.
Udah sempet lupa.
dan udah rela kalau kamu sama yang lain.

Tapi cuma karena liat namanya, keluarganya,
jadi inget lagi.
jadi sakit dan jadi sedih lagi.

Sadar,
karena dulu pernah mikir gimana bahagianya kalau ada kamu disini.
Tapi itu engga mungkin, engga bakal pernah mungkin…

1 day ago on 09/16/14 at 11:49pm

exactly two years a go, September 7th 2012 I knew you. I realized that you will come into my life and mean something. something big.

and now, two years then, I have scars because of you. because the memories you left. memories of us.

Yes, back then I knew you were such a beautiful person. and now, I have never find another person as precious, as beautiful as you. I’m afraid i will never going to find another one again.

Since that day, I kept searching for you. You were my energy, my remedy and you still are. But, I guess, for you, you didn’t realized my existence that day.

God, how come You made that beautiful/perfect/the best man alive, like that. and why You let him got near me, but I can’t have him?

God, please heal me….

1 week ago on 09/07/14 at 10:28pm

If he explanation is…
That we were made for
Anoher life.

you
1 week ago on 09/07/14 at 09:30pm

How can I be so upset over something I never had?

1 week ago on 09/07/14 at 04:11pm

maka dalam hatiku ada sesuatu yang seperti api yang menyala-nyala, terkurung dalam tulang-tulangku; aku berlelah-lelah untuk menahannya, tetapi aku tidak sanggup.

Tercermin sekali pada saat ini - Yeremia (20:9)
1 week ago on 09/07/14 at 02:08am

Dijalanin aja, Dirasain aja, Dikerjain satu-satu dulu nanti juga selesai. Gitu kan?

3 weeks ago on 08/26/14 at 09:54pm

Thanks to you, I wanted to to look prettier.
Thanks to you, I had more energy in my life.
I wish you the same. Because of me.

Ye-Na
3 weeks ago on 08/24/14 at 10:30pm

Karena saat sendiri, terpikir tentang itu.
Jadi terluka lagi. Jadi sakit kembali.
Makanya dia lebih senang bersama yang lain, temannya.
Meskipun di depan kamu, dia terus berusaha untuk terlihat baik-baik saja.
Susah, sedih, sakit, sebal, itu sedikit perasaan yang dia rasakan sekarang.
Cuma senyum miris yang bisa dia berikan saat nama kamu diucap orang. Dan itu selalu menambah irisan di hati dia.
Tanpa kamu sadar, dia selalu melihat ke arah kamu.
Tanpa kamu sadar, dia selalu melihat keindahan di dalam diri kamu. Di mata dia, kamu adalah yang terbaik.
Kalau ini dibaca mungkin dirasa aneh, berlebihan. Tapi inilah yang dia rasakan, yang tidak dapat dia ungkapkan bahkan kepada temannya.

3 weeks ago on 08/23/14 at 11:53pm

Then there is the boy you can never stop thinking about. Whenever you see his name, it trips you up. Even if it’s one that belongs to many others, even if he belongs to someone else.

You know he is a symbol of your weakness, your Kryptonite. How he rushes in like wildfire and burns through everything you worked so hard to build since he last left you in ashes.

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