exactly two years a go, September 7th 2012 I knew you. I realized that you will come into my life and mean something. something big.
and now, two years then, I have scars because of you. because the memories you left. memories of us.
Yes, back then I knew you were such a beautiful person. and now, I have never find another person as precious, as beautiful as you. I’m afraid i will never going to find another one again.
Since that day, I kept searching for you. You were my energy, my remedy and you still are. But, I guess, for you, you didn’t realized my existence that day.
God, how come You made that beautiful/perfect/the best man alive, like that. and why You let him got near me, but I can’t have him?
God, please heal me….